Friday, June 12, 2009

One step at a time

Lately memang sangat jarang meng'update' blog. Suddenly terperasan i have follower for my own blog yang tak seberapa ni. Sangat terharu+terkejut coz i plan to like 'syok sendiri' je when i created this blog.haha.Terima kasih berjuta2 lemon~

Sekarang ni, kalau nak update blog pon, mesti semata2 nak melepaskan geram or anything~ no more healthy tips or post. Ish3~teruk betol! The explaination is simple, i just want to find something or someone yang aku boleh lepaskan geram or marah dalam hati ni! So, i finally get one of the reason why i created this blog! haha

My status lately~"muntah darah selama sebulan 10 hari ini".....tak kesah la YM ke, Gtalk ke, even communicator pon...
OMG2~orang yang aku tujukan tu boleh pulak la bertanya balik kat aku pasal status tu. But he not asking why?!He asks, "hari ni dah muntah darah ke belum?" after he's online.

I just have to accept that he is and always will be sooooo 'lembap'! Why?? coz i just knew that he really didn't get all my signs pon selama ni~
SIGH~~~
Dah penat la....Seriously!

Pejam celik, pejam celik, dah 2 minggu dah. All this while, i really want this things to happen~ tapi peliknya, now, tengah berlaku apa yang aku nak! he's right in front of me! but i just not feeling that 'feelings' anymore.

Masa merubah segalanya....it's true rite?
And,
Not everything that we wish for, is the best thing for us
ONLY HE KNOWS BETTER!!

4 pLus MiNus iDeAs:

Atikah-san said...

hehe..gud2...u can make sumething more better in future..pasni kalo ko terlanggar bahu dgn die ker, wat xksh je taw..kalo bley biar jeling2 lg.hahah
jahat x ak ngajor? ;)

aizayazid said...

ooyyeahhh~
sifu plg berjaye!!haha

Atikah-san said...

hehe...owh, sudah berpangkat sifu plak ak eh???nk datin laaa lg best
*wink*

u can change to thousand step after this taw..one step tu lmbt laa...nnt die sempat kejar..ngehngeh~

aizayazid said...

hehe
xkn boleh kjar pnye la
coz he's never take any steps pon!!
dlm kepompong die jek